Carinho triste

A tua boca ingênua e triste
E voluptuosa, que eu saberia fazer
Sorrir em meio dos pesares e chorar em meio das alegrias,
A tua boca ingênua e triste
É dele quando ele bem quer.

Os teus seios miraculosos,
Que amamentaram sem perder
O precário frescor da pubescência,
Teus seios, que são como os seios intactos das virgens,
São dele quando ele bem quer.

O teu claro ventre,
Onde como no ventre da terra ouço bater
O mistério de novas vidas e de novos pensamentos,
Teu ventre, cujo contorno tem a pureza da linha de mar e
[céu ao pôr do sol,
É dele quando ele bem quer.

Só não é dele a tua tristeza.
Tristeza dos que perderam o gosto de viver.
Dos que a vida traiu impiedosamente.
Tristeza de criança que se deve afagar e acalentar.
(A minha tristeza também!...)
Só não é dele a tua tristeza, ó minha triste amiga!
Porque ele não a quer.


-Manuel Bandeira

Instituição total

Olhos costumam ser hipnóticos
Na velhusca tradição poética
Mas em ti, não são só os olhos
Teu corpo inteiro, sem excessão
Seios. Braços. Pernas. Lábios.
Bunda. Barriga. Costas. Mãos.
Todos resolvem se dedicar
Ao velho truque de mágica.

Quando estalarás os dedos?

5x5

Cinco poetas líricos

Pushkin
Akhmatova
Auden
Bandeira
Rilke



Cinco narrativas autobiográficas

Confissões de uma Máscara (Kamen no Kokuhaku), de Mishima Yukio (Kimitake Hiraoda)
A Fazenda Africana (Den Afrikanske Farm), de Isak Dinesen (Karen von Blixen-Finecke)
Bastard out of Carolina, de Dorothy Allison
O Amante (L'Amant), de Marguerite Duras
Contrato com Deus (A Contract with God), de Will Eisner




Cinco obras vermelhas

State of the Art, de Iain M. Banks
Le Front Rouge, de Louis Aragon
O 18 Brumário de Luís Napoleão (Der 18te Brumaire des Louis Napoleon), de Karl Marx
Man in Black, de John Cash*
Fome (Sult), de Knut Hamsun*




Cinco novelas


Annam, de Christophe Bataille
O Santo Pecador (Der Erwählte), de Thomas Mann
De Ratos e Homens (of Mice and Men), de John Steinbeck
O Alienista, de Machado de Assis
Novela de Xadrez (Schachnovelle), de Stefan Zweig



Cinco esculturas

O Laocoonte, atribuído a Agensandro, Atenodoro, e Polidoro
La Spirale, de Alexander Calder
Marsyas, de Anish Kapoor
O totem K'Alyaan, dos índios Tlingit
A fonte Stravinsky, de Niki de St. Phalle





*Sim, eu sei que o Knut Hamsun era fascista e o Johnny Cash um evangélico conservador. Mas leiam o livro e ouçam a letra.

1909

La dame avait une robe
En ottoman violine
Et sa tunique brodée d’or
Etait composée de deux panneaux
S’attachant sur l’épaule

Les yeux dansants comme des anges
Elle riait elle riait
Elle avait un visage aux couleurs de France
Les yeux bleus les dents blanches et les lèvres très rouges
Elle avait un visage aux couleurs de France

Elle était décolletée en rond
Et coiffée à la Récamier
Avec de beaux bras nus

N’entendra-t-on jamais sonner minuit

La dame en robe d’ottoman violine
Et en tunique brodée d’or
Décolletée en rond
Promenait ses boucles
Son bandeau d’or
Et traînait ses petits souliers à boucles

Elle était si belle
Que tu n’aurais pas osé l’aimer

J’aimais les femmes atroces dans les quartiers énormes
Où naissaient chaque jour quelques êtres nouveaux
Le fer était leur sang la flamme leur cerveau
J’aimais j’aimais le peuple habile des machines
Le luxe et la beauté ne sont que son écume
Cette femme était si belle
Qu’elle me faisait peur



-Guillaume Apollinaire

Cabaret 2

O Tell Me The Truth About Love





Some say love's a little boy,
And some say it's a bird,
Some say it makes the world go around,
Some say that's absurd,
And when I asked the man next-door,
Who looked as if he knew,
His wife got very cross indeed,
And said it wouldn't do.

Does it look like a pair of pyjamas,
Or the ham in a temperance hotel?
Does its odour remind one of llamas,
Or has it a comforting smell?
Is it prickly to touch as a hedge is,
Or soft as eiderdown fluff?
Is it sharp or quite smooth at the edges?
O tell me the truth about love.

Our history books refer to it
In cryptic little notes,
It's quite a common topic on
The Transatlantic boats;
I've found the subject mentioned in
Accounts of suicides,
And even seen it scribbled on
The backs of railway guides.

Does it howl like a hungry Alsatian,
Or boom like a military band?
Could one give a first-rate imitation
On a saw or a Steinway Grand?
Is its singing at parties a riot?
Does it only like Classical stuff?
Will it stop when one wants to be quiet?
O tell me the truth about love.

I looked inside the summer-house;
It wasn't over there;
I tried the Thames at Maidenhead,
And Brighton's bracing air.
I don't know what the blackbird sang,
Or what the tulip said;
But it wasn't in the chicken-run,
Or underneath the bed.

Can it pull extraordinary faces?
Is it usually sick on a swing?
Does it spend all its time at the races,
or fiddling with pieces of string?
Has it views of its own about money?
Does it think Patriotism enough?
Are its stories vulgar but funny?
O tell me the truth about love.

When it comes, will it come without warning
Just as I'm picking my nose?
Will it knock on my door in the morning,
Or tread in the bus on my toes?
Will it come like a change in the weather?
Will its greeting be courteous or rough?
Will it alter my life altogether?
O tell me the truth about love.


- WH Auden

Pangolin

Another armored animal--scale
lapping scale with spruce-cone regularity until they
form the uninterrupted central
tail-row! This near artichoke with head and legs and grit-equipped
gizzard,
the night miniature artist engineer is,
yes, Leonardo da Vinci's replica--
impressive animal and toiler of whom we seldom hear.
Armor seems extra. But for him,
the closing ear-ridge--
or bare ear lacking even this small
eminence and similarly safe

contracting nose and eye apertures
impenetrably closable, are not; a true ant-eater,
not cockroach eater, who endures
exhausting solitary trips through unfamiliar ground at night,
returning before sunrise, stepping in the moonlight,
on the moonlight peculiarly, that the outside
edges of his hands may bear the weight and save the claws
for digging. Serpentined about
the tree, he draws
away from danger unpugnaciously,
with no sound but a harmless hiss; keeping

the fragile grace of the Thomas-
of-Leighton Buzzard Westminster Abbey wrought-iron vine, or
rolls himself into a ball that has
power to defy all effort to unroll it; strongly intailed, neat
head for core, on neck not breaking off, with curled-in-feet.
Nevertheless he has sting-proof scales; and nest
of rocks closed with earth from inside, which can thus
darken.
Sun and moon and day and night and man and beast
each with a splendor
which man in all his vileness cannot
set aside; each with an excellence!

"Fearfull yet to be feared," the armored
ant-eater met by the driver-ant does not turn back, but
engulfs what he can, the flattened sword-
edged leafpoints on the tail and artichoke set leg- and body-plates
quivering violently when it retaliates
and swarms on him. Compact like the furled fringed frill
on the hat-brim of Gargallo's hollow iron head of a
matador, he will drop and will
then walk away
unhurt, although if unintruded on,
he cautiously works down the tree, helped

by his tail. The giant-pangolin-
tail, graceful tool, as a prop or hand or broom or ax, tipped like
an elephant's trunkwith special skin,
is not lost on this ant- and stone-swallowing uninjurable
artichoke which simpletons thought a living fable
whom the stones had nourished, whereas ants had done
so. Pangolins are not aggressive animals; between
dusk and day they have not unchain-like machine-like
form and frictionless creep of a thing
made graceful by adversities, con-

versities. To explain grace requires
a curious hand. If that which is at all were not forever,
why would those who graced the spires
with animals and gathered there to rest, on cold luxurious
low stone seats--a monk and monk and monk--between the thus
ingenious roof supports, have slaved to confuse
grace with a kindly manner, time in which to pay a debt,
the cure for sins, a graceful use
of what are yet
approved stone mullions branching out across
the perpendiculars? A sailboat

was the first machine. Pangolins, made
for moving quietly also, are models of exactness,
on four legs; on hind feet plantigrade,
with certain postures of a man. Beneath sun and moon, man slaving
to make his life more sweet, leaves half the flowers worth having,
needing to choose wisely how to use his strength;
a paper-maker like the wasp; a tractor of foodstuffs,
like the ant; spidering a length
of web from bluffs
above a stream; in fighting, mechanicked
like the pangolin; capsizing in

disheartenment. Bedizened or stark
naked, man, the self, the being we call human, writing-
masters to this world, griffons a dark
"Like does not like like that is abnoxious"; and writes error with four
r's. Among animals, one has sense of humor.
Humor saves a few steps, it saves years. Unignorant,
modest and unemotional, and all emotion,
he has everlasting vigor,
power to grow,
though there are few creatures who can make one
breathe faster and make one erecter.
Not afraid of anything is he,
and then goes cowering forth, tread paced to meet an obstacle
at every step. Consistent with the
formula--warm blood, no gills, two pairs of hands and a few hairs--
that
is a mammal; there he sits on his own habitat,
serge-clad, strong-shod. The prey of fear, he, always
curtailed, extinguished, thwarted by the dusk, work partly
done,
says to the alternating blaze,
"Again the sun!
anew each day; and new and new and new,
that comes into and steadies my soul."


- Marianne Moore.

ee emo

tenho tantos cadernos
e nada que neles escreva
e minh'alma, vazia,
se enche de demônios

inveja, cobiça, orgulho
Legião, descarnado
se posta no meu ombro
sussurrando sua letargia

as páginas, nem sempre brancas:
bege, amarelas, recicladas
mas todas imaculadas
me olham-não-olham,

a reprovação delas é muda
os cadernos vazios. quase.
soam forte quando fechados
de novo e de novo e de novo.